
Samgan was halfway down the stairs to the cellar before he felt it. It was a spiky magic, prickling over his skin, and he didn’t like it. It couldn’t own him like it could own Hilary or Paul, but it tugged at him like a sharp, twisting breeze. He kept going. He owed so much to Hilary, he owed her his life. What was harder, she gave without demands. He paused for a moment, gathering his strength. Hilary was paying wages far more than he had ever expected as a pooka, and she was paying them freely. The glass of milk every morning was in a large, clean glass and the milk was fresh and cool. The food that was provided at regular intervals was ample and wholesome, more than he expected. He could feel the goodness soaking into his bones. He ran a tentative hand over his shirt sleeve. Hilary had admitted that the clothes weren’t new, but they weren’t rags. They were clean and without tears or stains and were obviously chosen with thought and care. Samgan thought back to the sackcloth he had worn in that dark prison.
It was the room, however, that caught his loyalty the most. Hilary refused to give him the room that he’d destroyed when he was ill, as she had said that it needed to be redecorated before it could be used again. Instead he had been shown upstairs to a room of his own, not too big, with furniture and a soft, warm bed piled with blankets. It was filled with light, facing south and the wide window opened up over the garden. It felt like a sanctuary, a safe place, even if it was under someone else’s roof. He could no more stop Bracken from cleaning the room than he could have stopped the sun setting in the West, but otherwise he was undisturbed. He had never known anything so good.
Samgan forced his attention back to the present. The cellar was just a few steps below him and darkness pooled around the foot of the stairs. That didn’t bother him. He knew that there was a light switch, just as he had a sack over his shoulder with portable lights and bags for any notebooks he could find. The magic worried him, though. It shouldn’t affect him the way it had Hilary, but he could feel the unpleasant sensation of malevolent energy flowing over him, and he didn’t like it.
He found the light switch without too much trouble. The light was dimmer than he expected, but that was magic, not faulty wiring. Otherwise, he was unsurprised. Hilary had talked about the cellar, and nothing had changed since her visit. All the notebooks had gone from the shelves, of course, but everything else was undisturbed. He marvelled at the tiny bathroom as he checked through the door, and paused at the entrance to the storeroom. With his sight, it was a wonderland.
Some shelves were bare of magic, some had it overflowing from the jars and boxes. Energy sparkled and danced around the room, glancing off mirrors and pooling in dishes and cartons. He went closer. He had to leave plenty of room between him and some of the stones and charms near the door, but there were racks and racks of herbs, and he knew herbs.
He trailed a light finger over the jars. Yarrow, rue and comfrey were all grown by witches, as was hyssop and valerian. Then there were huge jars of parsley, thyme and rosemary, suitable for the kitchen. He was familiar with all of these. He was unfamiliar with lemon verbena and American willowherb, but he could feel their energies. He could grow them here.
Samgan moved over to the non-magical shelves full of envelopes and labels, then a small stack of notebooks. He hesitated, then slid them into a bag. They may not be what Hilary wanted, but he was willing to risk it. He took a final look around before slipping out. Now he had to brave the workroom.
Samgan had expected the evil, but he’d not expected how it clung to him. He could feel the prickles of it in his hair and on the soles of his feet as he entered. The room was exactly as Hilary had described it. There was a circle in the middle of the floor, hangings on the wall, and a small desk at the far corner. Samgan nodded to himself. That had to be where any notebooks would be found. He took a deep breath. The air felt thick, like in a heavy rainstorm just before the first peal of thunder, and strange thoughts were swirling in him. He remembered the embankment. It had been easy to undermine the earth there. He’d needed to move a root or two, allow water to channel in a different way, and then a very small disturbance of the soil near the bottom at the right time sent tons of debris down, flowing around the car. It had felt exhilarating, like a wild wind in autumn, and he had been proud.
He clenched his fists. Alison had been in that car. She had been pleasant to Hilary when she had called in to see Tom, and her young sons were exactly the right combination of good manners and mischief to make any mother proud. He could have hurt them. Samgan felt shame flush through him. This barbed energy was no good. He had felt such deep satisfaction, watching the werewolves panicking as they dug to free the car, but what had it got him? It had left him drained, isolated, and any good that had happened since had been in spite of that malice. Too many of Lord Peregrine’s court were still wary of him, and with good reason.
Lord Peregrine had faded, Hilary had been transfixed, and now he was being corrupted. He couldn’t hang around. Samgan strode over to the desk, skirting the circle, then started to fill the bag with the notebooks. He could feel a stirring behind him, a cold prickle down his neck, and, snarling, swept the notebooks and papers from the desk into the bag, settling them securely into the bag before turning.
The shape in the corner was still unformed. When the hangings had been moved, a hint of energy had come through. It was less of a threat than it could be, and it was far from fully manifested, but Samgan could feel the darkness seeping into him. He didn’t want it! Samgan found himself panting. He thought of Hilary, who had saved his life, of Bracken, who was becoming like a little sister, of Tom and Paul and their calm strength. Grasping the bag in both hands, Samgan marched back to the door, his back straight. He felt his mind clouding over, and he fought for control.
The door seemed clouded and far away. Samgan staggered, knocking into a shelf, before grasping the doorframe and hauling himself through it. The clatter behind him felt muffled and distant as he placed his first foot on the stairs. Waves of fog washed through him, his eyesight blurry and dim. Samgan gritted his teeth. He didn’t need light. He held on to the handrail like a rope from a lifeboat and pulled himself up a step.
The feelings were still rushing through him, burning at the back of his eyes. He had been trapped in the dark, unjust and unfair, the prickles of the energy tormenting him, leeching into his bones and leaving him fevered. He pushed his hands further up the handrail and hauled himself up another step. Energy lapped around his feet, like fording a malevolent stream, cold and gnawing. He managed another two steps, pulling himself out of the rising tide, but he could feel it following him. He could sense the wards at the top of the steps, and if he could just make it that far…” For a moment, Samgan lost all focus and only his iron grip on the handrail stopped his fall back down the stairs. Fear iced through him, he couldn’t leave Hilary. He hadn’t paid his debt!
The thought pushed through the fog and Samgan held harder onto the rail, clutching frantically as he struggled to haul himself higher. The energy lapping once again around his ankles felt sticky, like tar, and pulling his foot up to the next step grew harder every heartbeat. There had been so few steps going down, he thought vaguely. And now there were so many going up. He dragged himself up the next step, his whole frame trembling with the effort. He wasn’t giving up, though. He had a debt to pay. He had to make it.
Samgan stumbled up the last two steps, his ears ringing with the effort, then fell out, through the secret door and onto the library carpet, curling his knees towards his chest to pull his feet through the ward and away from the dark magic swirling below. For a moment he lay motionless, aware only of the thudding of his heart and the soft, tufted, pile of the carpet under him. He took a moment to stroke over the carpet, feeling the wonderful ordinariness in its texture, before rolling slowly onto his feet, using the chairs and table to steady himself.
He looked back at the secret door and winced. His pride had taken him down there, and he wasn’t sure how he’d made it back. Now he needed to sit in the kitchen by the fire and feel the warmth of Hilary and her care of the home. He looked at the bag next to him, fallen haphazardly on the carpet. It had been a risk, but now he had more notebooks.



